I feel feel numb. But I also feel as though I’m about to burst into tears any minute. Why do I always fall for guys that either treat me like shit or are still in love with someone else. Like seriously what is so wrong with me that I’m always someone’s second pick. Like what the actual fuck is wrong with me. I mean it has to be me. I’m not good enough for anyone. I’m always 100% in and the other person is like 50%, or less than, in. I’m so tired. Tired of fighting with myself. Tired of being in situations like this. Just…..tired.